Just let people know: I don't care about my mortal life. I don't want to set any walls and boundaries around myself. I don't want to follow these "God's lambs", who are following their ideas of revelation. I don't believe in _their_ God, I believe in mine, and he loves me. Their God can only punish. I honestly believe that all their "laws", "vows", and "commandments" are human-maid, not God's words.
I'm tired of people, who want to convert me. I'm so tired of their tries to share their thoughts with me, because I can listen and smile, but I can't believe in it. I just don't feel like it's something I should believe in. I don't feel like it's mine. I appreciate their care about me, but - please, leave me alone with my thoughts about religion and faith (two different things, huh). I honestly and truly will not accept their "nicest" invitations to join the "Church". I don't want anybody to tell me how should I live or in what should I believe.
I'm very sinful, more, than people expect me to be. I'm going to the hell _twice_ in according to their rules. I don't care, there will be a lot of people I want to meet and - sure - most of my friends. I'm not inviting you to go with me. Just leave me alone.